December 2010
❒ Taken ❒ Single ✔ WAITING TO GO TO HOGWARTS,...
You know what hurts most?
The seconds in the morning where you’ve just woken up, and for those mere precious seconds, you’ve forgotten the reasons you’re unhappy; the reasons you’re so broken. And then it hits you again, like a stab to the heart, and you remember all the reasons you didn’t want to wake up.
THEOBSCENE: My heart is not a toy. →
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[P.S. This is for you, Fruit Boy. Who’s initials happen to be tattooed in a heart on my left ankle. Fuck you. And everything you think you are. Karma will get you one day, and I better be first in line to watch you crash and burn… That is, if I’m not the result of it.]
He broke up with you, right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby...
"Have you ever won an argument with an alcoholic...
“You never can, you will never win. All it does is cause anger; And that’s what they love! Then they got an excuse to drink!”
- John Southworth, Interventionist
It’s never been put into that context for me before. That statement might’ve just changed my view on everything I’ve been living for the last six years.
Today really needs to end, before I have an...
Today is one of those days that I literally sit and comtemplate why the fuck I’m still here. And why I shouldn’t just disappear into New York City like I’d like to.
yessss.
You know that feeling? When you're just waiting....
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Sometimes,
I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you.
Do you lay in bed at night and remember things about us? Like I do? Have sleepless nights because my face won’t leave your mind?
Or do you just… Ignore what we had?
I wish I could act like I’m as okay with what happened between us as you seem you are.
Anytime my cat yawns near me,
I reach over and poke his tongue.
The look on his face always makes me happy. :]
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